some random topic

We were counting days to finished up our internship right now. And we have not had much time to meet up and spent time together like before. Somehow, she do text me, and i didn't reply and that is exactly what i did. And last few weeks, we decided to meet and spent our weekend time together like we used to. Sat, talked about random topics, sleep on the same bed, and had a lot of fun togetherness on the day after.

So lets talk about friend.

They are whom we can count on.

They will be there for us through thick or thin.

The truth is, not many people can say that they have more than five at least true friends. Honestly, friend who will do the things for me and not expect anything in return was the best friend of me.

**but could i do the same ?

Im not to say that she or he or them will be my best friend, but the fact is anyone who will be there, when we need a shoulder, who will support us when we were down, staying by your side, are the realfriend. (even only for that time)

So for me, it was hard to find the right one because me myself couldn't be a real good best friend.

got it ?

but i am blessed to have friends like all of you, around my world.

Twelve wishlist

Let's talk about 12 THINGS (yang secara logiknya) I wish to do in my life. and some of these done.

1. have a BESTfriend like a real one (done)
2. got a kind boyfriend that I most respected and appreciated (done)
3. graduate successfully and easily finding a job (one years to go perhaps)
4. having my own vehicle (only have my white wave, not yet for a car. so when i'll have one, i'll get a Hyundai Getz) ;pretty please -_-"
5. cross a country using only public transportation
6. go kart or white water rafting with friends
7. buy something by my own money which cost thousand above. (yeah rewarding myself; my so loved-blackberry and white wave)
8. make him stop smoking for good
9. scuba diving (only snorkeling done ; snorkeling with baby shark -_-")
10. marrying supportive and lovely husband
11. to have winter season with future husband. (omg loong night and short days)
12. bring my lovely parents go to Makkah

.. and my life will be PERFECT !

Sunday please donc go

So im here as promised kan. tengah buat bodoh ni tahu tak. since my nephews semua dah balik, I just lazing now in bed. Very soon, the time will speed by and the end of week would have arrived oh no.. goodbye sunday :'(

Actually, today we should go berbuka together, but i went into decision to berbuka with my aunt and uncle. sebabnya dah takda orang kat rumah ni. Biasa berempat dengan Kak Ani, but today she got to follow Kak Aida balik KL for some important purposes. T T Maka, Encik Aiman kita pun berbuka la dia sorang sorang jap lagi before gerak ke Melaka. so sweet

Quick update

It was 4.30 am.

Before i take my sahur, I wanna write something on this lovely page.

If only I could write here how grateful and thankful i am of what i have in my life, I think he could be the happiest person ever.

Along this 8 months.

Alhamdulillah

I wish nothing but the best for us. Now we are struggling to survive for this long distance relationship. (konon)

So words of the day:

"Live only once, let's fill it with laughter, joy and wonderful memories."

And so far, my life with him was the best memories i'll remind ever. insyaAllah

LOVE you even more,

HOPE it is for the better

Ramadhan.

So this is my first year celebrating Ramadhan with my love. I'm so happy and excited. By dway, kali ni, rezeki him agaknya to do audit at Melaka for a months. So, on his way back to KL or ke Melaka, memang lalu seremban, so betambah tambah happy nya diri ini.

I don't know how to describe my feeling now since he entered my life. Praise to Allah for having him, who have impacted me in a positive manner. Cause I know that im not the same as I was a couple years ago.

In this Ramadhan also, I realized myself. For the ones who I've hurt, I knew that I have made a big mistakes myself. I saw the hurt. And i've been working towards never repeating such things again. Someone has taught me that we grow and learn every single day of our lives. Learn from our own mistakes as well from observation and experiences. It was most valuable, even tho sorry doesn't make sense anymore.

some words of today:

"If they don't know how to value you, let them go. It is much better to lose someone who doesn't care about you compared to feeling stupid all the time for even caring in the first place."

Love need real LOVE, no coercion.